I'm Chessie & I just moved to Los Angeles to study acting at Santa Monica College.
I advocate peace & I believe in love & second chances. Remember, anything is possible if you just believe!
Here on my blog I share pictures of my life in LA, my looks, my thoughts, dreams & passions, poetry, stories along the road, music & love. I hope you enjoy it, thanks for stopping by. Namaste! x


"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost."

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Third time's a charm

What a day!! I'm so over this entire moving process and I hope I won't have to move again for a very long time. Today has been so hectic, but now several hours later we're finally going to sleep - in our new apartment! It's super fresh and I couldn't be happier to finally have everything sorted! G'night! xx


Trouble in paradise

I don't know where to start, I don't know what to do and I don't even know what I want. My life at the moment is a turbulent nightmare in the corner of paradise. I honestly do not know what to do. Every day is an emotional roller coaster and I'm sick of feeling this way. I have a few options, or possible options that I might be able to choose from. But I don't know. I just don't know. It's like I'm slowly drowning in an ocean of indecisiveness and hopelessness. I think I've made up my mind, but it's not entirely in my hands anymore. I keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best. It will work out, it has to. x


Athletes vs. cancer - celebrity flag football game hosted by Snoop Dogg & Matt Barnes

This super warm Sunday was spent by the football field at Granada Hills Charter High School. Where the Athletes vs. cancer - celebrity flag football game hosted by Snoop Dogg and Matt Barnes was held. Thumbs up for that and fuck cancer! We have enough problems as it is in this world, we don't need cancer as well. No one deserves to meet the fate of that awful disease. Stay strong people, count your blessings and take care of each other! x


Update from Lala-land

Life over here in Lala-land is still a bit hectic and it literally feels like I'm taking part of some reality show I never signed up for. So many problems. It's a struggle I can tell! School has started and it didn't feel as good as I expected for various reasons. So I changed my schedule again, dropped a few classes and added some new ones, such as ballet and film history! I really hope I like them!

Please don't misinterpret my words, I love it over here in the sun. But I'm running into unbelievably many problems every day so it's quite draining. And when I say problems I mean money. It's always about that dollar dollar bill y'all. $$$ Dear universe, let me have peace of mind and a wallet full of cash, thank you. x


Jesse McCartney - In Technicolor Tour

When I was thirteen I was crushing so hard on the cute blonde guy from the series Summerland - Jesse McCartney - the guy with the voice of an angel. Tonight, approximately nine years later I finally got to see him perform at the Huse of Blues!! It was worth the wait I can tell, he was freaking amazing!! He started off his set with one of my favourites "How do you sleep" and I thought I was going to melt right then and there. What a guy!! The fan girl inside of me was bursting with happiness!
I was so close to just staying at home tonight 'cause I was super tired. But I'm glad I didn't, JMac was epic! x